Would You Change Some Things?

In my life, I sometimes think if had the chance would I change some of the things i did.

Sometimes I think I would, but then again i wouldn't. now that

The things i have experienced so far has made me who I am today and I think if I would change most of the things, I would probably be a different person.

This probably goes through the mind of a lot of people. But after typing this post, I have learned that I wouldn't. Things are meant to happen and every experience has a meaning.

Girls, Girls, Girls

Girls, Girls, Girls..... They are something else.

They can make you happy as hell. But then again, they know how to  get you mad.

Like with my girl, we are good most of the time. We make each other happy. But then i do something that she doesn't like, then I'm going to hear about.

She starts by ignoring me for a while but then just goes off on about the stuff that pissed her off. It is funny because i feel most guys experience this all the time so they know what I am talking about. 

Why do girls act like this sometimes? Maybe because they a bit more emotional? Haha. I don't really know..

Without A Father

Growing up, i always had my dad being around. I had that dad that cared about me and was always guiding me. But then all of that seemed to change.

When my parents got divorced, my dad moved to Kentucky and me and my brother stayed with my mom. I would say it was a hard time adjusting. 

This time for me was rough. Was kind of mad at my dad. Didn't think it was right for him to leave my brother and I like how he did. Because of this i stopped talking to hi for awhile. Which caused me to do stupid things like not doing well in high school. 

But now i learned and became more mature and started to talk to my dad again. Life is too short to hold grudges or blame people. Things happen for a reason. Which has made me a better person and being able to forgive.

Hard Knock Life

Daaaaamn !! I am having hard times this semester. 3 Particular things to be specific..

1st would have to be me doing well in school to now I am just doing poorly. As homework keeps piling up, I have been getting more and more behind. Getting distracted is probably the key reason why. 

2nd.. Finding and actually buying myself a new car. My old car just ain't cutting it anymore. It is too old and has too many problems with it. For the past month and a half, I have been asking rides from my girlfriend and my mom, which is a BITCH  ! Because I hate asking rides from other people. Takes me back to those days when i was younger and had to rely on others to get from point A to point B.

And 3rd.. I recently found out that my manager at my work, has been cutting my hours and giving it away. Not only does that piss me off, but she has been giving it away to recently hired people. I have been there for 6 months and I feel disrespected. 

But that is just how it is in this world. Going to have SHIT happen to you. Just have to find a way to overcome it. As Jay-Z portrays in this video, "It's A Hard Knock Life"

Getting Religious All Of A Sudden???

Recently, I have been doing something that I thought i wouldn't be doing in a loooooong time.

And that is going to bible study and actually LIKE IT !! 

For the past couple of weeks I have been going with a couple of friends, and i would have to say that it interests me. Growing up, my parents never really talked about religion or the bible. My mom to church would go on her own time and when she did bring me and my brother, I didn't understand it at all.

But now it just interests me. 

This interests me so much that I have been telling and talking about the bible with friends and family. They asked me, "What has gotten into you?", and i just laugh. 

"Am I Getting Religious Now??" 

I have been asking myself this very question now. Hmmm...... Maybe. But even if I am not, I feel like a better person.

VOTING

It's sad to see and hear about people talking about voting, but they do not even know what is going on.

How can you vote and not watch any debates?? How can you just vote for someone because one of the canidates is "Black" or the other one because he is "White"?

I think that if you are gonna vote, do your research! Go online. See what each canidate's plan if they are elected or relected.

Beacause in the end, it comes to our nation. If we don't take responsibility and pick the right president for us, it will probably put the U.S. in a even bigger whole.

So don't be DUMB. If you are gonna vote, MAKE YOUR VOTE COUNT!

Growing Up In Society

Growing up in today's society is hard!

But growing up being two or moraces is probably harder. People struggle finding out who they, whether they are either one race or the other. And that is what i struggled with growing up.

Being half Black and and half Filipino, I found it hard to find out who i was and i connected too. I could not relate to anyone.

There were those people that would say that "I am not black enough" or "He is not asian enough". And that shit always bothered me. Like how could people tell me i was not enough of something? Just because i am not full black or not being able to speak togalog (Filipino language)? Is that really a reason why to say that??

But hey, that is how society is and i learned from it. You are going to always hear negative things from people but you have to just brush it off and just LIVE your life. Smile or laugh at how dumb they sound.

As long as I know who I am then everything is all good.